I can have it all in life, just not all at the same time. That's my motto and I really do believe it. I see life as a series of chapters each with it's own story that all string together to create a full life. Every new chapter holds a unique combination of adventure, happiness, challenge, triumph, bitter and sweet moments. I'm entering a new chapter and it's been a bit of a challenge to be patient and open enough to the possibilities to allow this chapter to unfold.
I planned to go back into social work. Kyle's in his senior year and has one foot out of the nest. My plan was to go back to work full time, add to my retirement, ease my way into the empty nest thing, and of course help pay for college. I should know better. Life never ever follows my plan. Getting back into government work is crazy right now, nobody is hiring. Kyle got mono this fall and has been home for the majority of the semester. I'm glad I was able to be here to get through all of that. He went back to school right after Thanksgiving.
So, I decided to step back and allow. Being in control is an illusion, there is very little in this life that we can control. My yogi friend, Jen, gently reminds me to expect nothing and allow everything. When I did, the perfect new adventure began. I'm working with a wonderful company in the crafting industry that happens to be headquartered locally. I'll be doing a bit of traveling and a bunch of fun things with Clover Needlecraft USA in the new year. I can't wait to see what this chapter brings!